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I’m about to throw a lasso around the future.  It will either drag me to death or I will rope it in.

sunday night dream

i had a omniscient view, as if god, from the sky somewhere, i was staring down on what i perceived to be an “uninhabited” place, all of a sudden at an intersection, there was a white convertible car and inside of it was my friendhe eventually turned off at another intersection which was a sign that had a 5 on iti told the friend i had the dream…he had a dream, which i will quote him; he had just received a convertible which he thought was either white or pink, it was given by who he thought was his gf and that they were saying goodbye, but not a bad goodbye, like he’d see her againthen he took off into a “desert” where he was the only persondriving on a highway

‘i think therefore i doubt’

I had a lapse in ocular vision today.  During a blink it seemed as if light had forgotten or chosen not to enter my eyes… the strangeness was it seemed like infinity within a second of that nothingness.  Why my mind chose to leap in that direction of thought I do not know.  What I do know is that it has led me doubting everything.  For example, the lapse of vision was while looking at a pile of clothes.  In my mind in that split second it was as if those clothes never existed, nor the floor underneath them, nor the wall or the paint behind them.  this has even led me to believe i do not exist when my eyes are closed… Let me rephrase that, the physical world does not exist when I close my eyes.  Inside my mind exists, but where my mind actually exists is elsewhere in the places it often wanders to whether it be dreaming, vicarious experiences, or an aesthetic ideal far off in a day dream.

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